Saturday, July 18, 2009
hey everybody .todayy is just so boring .morning,played basketball .i ran around the court for 16 rounds .play,play,play ..but i wwasn't tired .damn .wished i could just faint at there .after that my god-brother treat me breakfast .wwent home after thatt andd cutt fingernails and go bath .blah,blah,blahh ..have a nap ..watch 'love shuffle' ..andd thenn went out ..to my so called dear 'brother' engagement .
that's themm ..with a japanese clothing on ..to me it's cool ..i wish i cann be like him ..a malay,gets to marry a chinese ...gosshh,and wearing japenese clothes ..it is so my dreamm ...but nahh,won't be happening though .youu knoww whyy .blah,blah,blah ...after thatt,went home ..thought of playing basketball ..but went walking instead .i walk to jp .grab some sushi .walk and walk and walk ..and went to her block .ate my dinner there .sit,sit and sit ..tilll two hours pastt ..people stared at me like hell .
thenn,i sat at the playgroundd .waiting forr 'miracles' to happen .but it didn't ..
so,nothing better to do .i playy at the playyground ..put my name there in hopes that she will see it . .but i guess not ..so yeah .bored ain't it ?haihai .0yasemi .ja nee .
My LOVE for you will never end....
9:50 pm
Friday, July 17, 2009
chanting vulgarities to thy fruitless moon .wondering to thyself,whenn shall be thy last goodbye .love,0h love,whyy ??thyself have no comments,just regrets .i,dreamingg thatt i'm alive ..whenn,in reality,i'm dead ..thy shall be given two faces .of one to the public,lovely .but inside,hurted ...thy don't care of others nomore .drag me to hell ..
My LOVE for you will never end....
7:50 pm
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Ah pengyou qing ni ting ya ting ya ting
Wo changge lai wen hou ni
You shenme shi qing ya qing ya qing ya qing
Wo neng gou bang zhu ni
Zai chuntian xiatian bing ya bing ya bing ya
Qiutian he yan dong
Wo ding ya ding ya ding ya ling ya ling ya ling
Ni xin ya xin ya xin huan xi ...
mushimushi ..
sorry long time never blogg .
i sick ah ..i think i having swine flu ..
but,idk got or not ah ..
like got many symptoms .
but,don't worry lahs .
nothing ahh .kind of liking it ..
idk whyy ..i wantt to be sick !!
hais ...the chocolate upstairs,i gave 'her' one .
this one is my one ..
lols .only ferrero rocher ..
next time i give youu different thing lahs ..
0kayy ?greattt ..
sayonara people .
aishiteru 'her' .
edy(:
My LOVE for you will never end....
8:10 pm
Saturday, July 11, 2009
booooo !!
hello !!
guess whose backk ??
bacckkk aggaaaiinnn !!
edyy's backk !!tell yourr friends !!
hahaas ...0kayy,whatever seyh edyy ..
0kayy,i'm bored ...
andd my handd is cramp.like helll .
shouldn't have carried the weight ..
0kayy,here is the picture of onee indian stall ..
which sells mee kuah ..andd spelt it as mee kueh !!
hahas !!i waas laughing like hell sia !!
funny,right ?
hahahs !!
i was laughing like hell seyh !!
andd was like,'wth?!' !!!
00kayy .nevermind ..
that's all for today i guess ..
see youu next time !!
chiiaaooos !
sayonara ..
aishiteru,'her' !!
i wisshh i cann put this one picture at my bloggg .
but i'm scared !!hahas ..
mustt ask forr permission !
ja nee !!
me !! :D
edy(:
Labels: 'her' ., aishiteru
My LOVE for you will never end....
10:37 pm
Friday, July 10, 2009
shoot mee,please ? ):
0kayy .
fine,i suck .
i'm emo ..blahh,blahh,blahh ..
i hattee it !!i'm not emo people !
i'm not emo at all !!
i'm just dishearten .
goshh .cann youu see the difference,please ?
i'm sadd,over this thing 0kayy ??
i'm trying myyy best to be happy .
but i just can't ..i walked with her just now at school ...
during recess ..but,it's all a mistake ..
i shouldn't have walked behind her ..
she totally ignored me ..i'm just a nobody ..
finneeee ...
many people asked me to continuee to likee her ..
evenn my heart ask me too ...
but,just seem to think thatt it won't work .
even tharshini her bestie says thatt i shouldn't ..
goshh ..just whenn i wanted to be happy .
things still ain't right .
i don't even dare to sms her .
with whatt she told me ..
i justt don't dare ..
if i cann,i wantt to putt many picture of someone ..
those which i took ..forr the sake of me loookingg at it everydayy ..
andd seriouslyy,everydayy,her sms,her picture will be the one i see first .
yeapp ..cann i talk to youu please ??
tagged me whether i can or nott ..
youu know who youu aree ..
i won't mention yourr name ..
i'm sorry,i'm nott the old edy ..
but,too badd,he went on a longg tripp ..
to reflect on himself andd come backk to reality .
edy):
My LOVE for you will never end....
9:19 pm
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
hello .0kayy fine,i was injured ytd .guess whatt happen today ?another injury came ...yeahh ..asyraf kicked the 'hard' soccer ball to my face ..hit my right eye ..andd i was like walking ..andd suddenly fell down ..was KO ..i guess,god really replied to my needs .both days having to be hurt .just amazing ..sivarashi ..kirei ...my knee still hurts ..i think my eye got something wrong ..i'm madd todayy ..seriously ..i lost my mind todayy till i got headaches ..evenn,my ex-form teacher says thatt i looked pale ..am i sickk or somethingg ??after hearingg thee 'reality' ?gooossshhh ..of all ..this is like so deep seyhh ..my feelings for her ..i just can't seem to forget ..my feelings for her,everydayy i looked at her from far ..the few times we went out together ..i just can't forget themm ..just so hard .. haiss ..0yasemi ..aishiteru 'her' .edy):
My LOVE for you will never end....
9:44 pm
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
heyy .cann i ask youu something ??do people change ?am i changing ?for the good or bad ?tell me !!i want to know .'she' said that i've change,alot .i want to get sick,and she doesn't let me .i just can't take the reality ..it's just so difficult ..if i hurt myself,she wants to hurt herself too .whyy ?please just don't hurt yourself ..the more youu hurt yourself,the more i will hurt myself .i beeeggg yyooouuu ..i'm sorry ...i can't beg myself ..i don't trust myself anymore ..by now,youu sholud have known everything ...don't hurt yourself seriously ...i hurt my knee,it's not painful ..i just kicked the wall,so nothing ..no big deal ..i play with the rain ..wishing for sickness ..no big deal ..i don't want youu to do it ..0kayy,MISS WEI SHI LING ?i ...i ...don't know if i can change ..i'm sorry ..i'll try my best to wake up ..from this dream ..from this life with irony ..a day with dreams is better than a day with reality ..forr noww,thatt is ..i'll try my best ..bye .aishiteru,MISS WEI SHI LING .edy):Labels: life is full of irony .
My LOVE for you will never end....
9:15 pm
Monday, July 06, 2009
i'm so STUPID .bye .Labels: ):
My LOVE for you will never end....
8:59 pm
Sunday, July 05, 2009
hello !first of all,i want to say thatt i'm sad .and when i'm sad,believe me,i'm mad .i can be so crazy and irritating ..i don't even care about the world ..so yeah ..i'm making this post for someone .she slapped me just now ..i don't even know who she is ..she slapped me in public .because i dance of the 'nobody' song just now ..i'm gg to remind her,before youu want to hit someone again ..better know if thatt person has money to sue youu for molest !!god,i'm already sadd,and you're making me mad ??whoo are youu huhs ??president or something ??wth .0kayy,whatever ..edyy,let bygones kill insects ..0h .wrong ..lett bygones be bygones ..i wantt to forget my past ..but i can't !!!doshita yo ??whyy must i have this life,god ..i'm so tormented by it ..i can't even have time for happiness ..two face is the best,ain't it ??happy outside,suffering inside ..that's a good wayy,i'll stick to thatt plan ..i know i'm not one of her suitors ..demmou,hais ..mondainai ...i know,i know ..andd tharshini,it's not yourr fault for my sadness ..it's my fault for loving her ..i'm a lowly creature,she's a princess ..andd this is reality,not virtual reality ..whoo am i to lie too huhs ??myself ??nahh ..butbut,i'm so having a hard time ..ggggggggggoooooooooossssssshhhhh !!0kayy,nevermind ..sayonara ..edy):Labels: goodbye beloved sweetheart .
My LOVE for you will never end....
12:51 am
Thursday, July 02, 2009
hello !0genki desu ka ?haihai .long time never blogg .not muchh things to talk about though .let me recall hor .*thinking,thinking*if i nott wrongg,duringg the last week of holiday,i rushed through my hmwrk .yeaa,heart wrenching ..that's whyy never blogg .must change ..lols !0kay,come on,i need to buck,aites ??thennthenn,thatt time,if i not wrong,i went to the forest again .eat rambutan !!lols .that is the objective though .saturdayy went to malaysia .visit my relative there and had bbq .sundayy,if i not wrong,i went study,with miq and raden .yeap .thenn school begins !got a new form teacher .ms toh .she oklah,quite fun .thenn dnt change mr.salizam .he also 0kay ah ,to me all teacher oklah !!yeapp,wednesday play soccer and takraw like mad !andd btw,i have sore eyes !!it's cool !like half red,half white .many things have happen .yeapp,nobdy cares of my sore eyes,i guess ?hahaas .i have flu also .don't worry not swine . -.-'yeapp,just now school .no late day .buutt,after school,went studying with diana .she quite 0kay ah .she teach i cann manage ..andd i think she cann become teacher whenn she grows up !!so thankss yarrs !!aishiteru !!now,i need go do homework .butt before thatt,i need to sayy somethingg .i just foundd outt thatt i should stop loving her .someone said she is suitable for that raffles guy .byee beloved sweetheart .
My LOVE for you will never end....
8:33 pm
